Back To School

Its been almost 4 years of staying home doing nothing, but, eating, watching tv, listening to radio (m.o.r.)chatting with friends, night outing, etc.......Those were my daily routines while being an out of school one. Now I've come to the realization that I'm finally done with these things. These things messed up my time. I should have gone to school (regretingly)instead of wasting my time doing these things. Now, my mind says only one thing and that's schooling. I miss carring my bag with school stuffs inside, writing notes every lesson we take, answering to teachers questions, going out with classmates, having petty arguments with them, being scolded by professors etc. I would say that if I just continue schooling way back, I should have been graduate this year.Its very sad to think that I was anticipated with my batch.Sometimes I tend to sit in one nook and mesmerize my past as a student. I used to be a very agressive student back then. I always join to different organization though I'm kinda irresponsible but, I dont know I just love competition.Today, my brain is finally stable.Studying will probably my priority this. I will try to refresh my self to retrieve the old me I used to be. 'Coz I was stolen by my addiction. I remember a person told me that education could'nt make you rich, when you're done to it you'll absolutely undergoing employment, and being an employee is like being a servant, a slave that's just being commanded by your superior and this stuff is like a mess that's what he said, I just forgot his name. But I'll prove him wrong. 'Coz he is definitely wrong. Education is the key to success. Certainly it is. Why? For me because people that we call somebody of today were once nobody of yesterday and by education, itself , success is now in them.They became successful on their own crafts with the knowledge they got when they were just studying.
So what more can i say?I am now in Computer Sense College of Communication Technology, taking up Computer Technician for Two years.I promise to myself that I'll be doing the best I could possibly do.The old Tikoy is finally back and aiming to get the GOLD.

God You' re Real

I was once longing for the companionship,the great friendship I used to have with the person I treated as bestfriend.....time is running, the serenity of sorroudings reigned....I did nothing but feigning that I was ok....but the truth was that I wanted to talk to him,apologize for the unnecessary words I've uttered.I admit I was wrong.I've waken up into realization that though I have many friends around me,no one can compensate what is so called "bestfriend".Guiltness swallowed my totallity still wanting nothing but recognition that Im his bestfriend,begging for foregiveness 'coz I know I was absolutely wrong, and reconciliation, to put things into where it used to be........I asked the lord...."should i hobnob unto others and have best friendship with them?but as I asked the lord God w/regrdz to that , tears suddenly fell from my eyes, for I know thats not gonna be happening....i hope not......and so I said Im giving the last deal to you my lord.....and thank God! after 7 months of waiting a miracle happened.now we talk oftenly,and do the same things we used to do when a cleansheet of paper wasn't soiled yet......thank you.......God You' re Real