Tikoy meets Clan B

A neighbor who studies in UIC became a very good friend of mine. He was Anots, a quiet, serious, wrestling fanatic, underground and hardcore type of person. He was a childhood acquaintance who became so close to me 3 years ago, hope 'till now. He shared a lot his college days on me. He even introduced his friends to me that time. Clan B, that was how he named his group. I admit that partly, I became insecure to him for some reasons. He was in school that time while I was just at home doing nothing, He had friends that he could go with everytime he wanted to, He had stuffs I wished to have, most of all he was all I wanted to be (huhuhu). As I was going with him that time I met some of his friends who became close to me too. I met Alma, the mother figure, who never loses of great ideas. Grace, the cute girlfriend of Raphael.Asvy, I don't know what to say(...hehehe).Liezel, my crush (psssssst).Lorelie, who had crush to Ace.Didoy, Grace X. Raphael, Grace present boyfriend. Kevin, the Anti Christ.Gerald, I like his voice. Archie, the rapper. Ace and Steivene, campus crushes.And Mags, the chubby gigantic one. Everybody was so good and nice to me. But among of them, I was closer to Steivene, Grace and Alma. There was a time that I thought Clan B was just riding on me ' coz I was Anots friend. I even tried to avoid them 'coz sometimes I tend to debase myself. I kept on bearing to my mind that we' re not on same levels, that they're superiors and I'm nobody but a nuisance joiner who kept on accompanying them shamelessly (huhuhu). I told Anots about my doubts regarding his friends that's why he was frowning, asking me of how I could think of something like that when they showed nothing but kindness on me. So, I apologized. But still, those thoughts lingered and inculcated on me. The days that I was socializing with Clan B were just a pretend. Pretension, in a sense that I was super- duper ok, that I felt no gap between us and I was one of the clan but definitely, I wasn't.Nonetheless, the only real those times was me as a friend to them. Now, I would say that no more gaps , no more pretensions, no more awkwardness etc. I feel with Clan B. They taught me a lot of virtue in life, and one of it is that friendship doesn't require same level of financial stability and educational equality. What matters most is pure combination of you and me, regardless of your differences. I realized all of these as I met Clan B.

Computer Sense College Of Technology( CCCT ) Acquaintance Party

Every year, CCCT organizes an acquaintance party. This year, it was held in Garden Oasis. Students were said to pay 130 pesos / head.They were wearing their best suits that almost made the party like it was an awards night for celebrities. Ladies were on their best long gowns with shining, shimmering, splendid jewelries. And, seemed like they were beautified by those renowned make up artist in the country.While the boys looked so elegant with their luxurious tuxedos who definitely prepared a lot so they would be crowned as the King of The Night, and would have had dated pretty, hot ladies. Before the party started, along with my friends, I went outside the hall to do some picture takings. The venue was absolutely fantastic, the ambiance was perfect. In just awhile, the party started. Every department was called by the hosts. As the hosts were calling each departments, The students were like uptown fellows who kept on roaring as their departments were called.The party commenced by a prayer, fallowed by the singing of the National Anthem.Afterwards, the president of the school gave his words of wisdom to the students. After he spoke, intermission numbers such as singing, dancing, and a play from each departments were done to make the crowd alive. Everybody was certainly on their highest peak of happiness that night. The participants were given a round of applause that moment, specially when a teacher from HRM dept. sung the song I Don't Wanna Miss a Thing. It was a superb performance, she was given a standing ovation.Done already with those intermissions, dinner was served and everybody ate.Somehow, the food made us full regardless of its quantity because they served only a little serving of food in our respective tables.As we were eating the president himself, went to the stage to announce who among us would receive cellphones, Pentium III computers and a year full scholarship. Everybody prayed to be included,including me. Sadly, I wasn't included to those who were picked but almost all who won were from our department. After the proclamation of the winners, Disco begun. The lights were turned out and replaced with disco lights. The stage was filled with and he and she. Everybody was dancing crazily. Some were kissing in some unnoticeable areas, the others were sitting and watching our foolishness. Somehow, the party was worth attending.We had even concluded that it might would waste our money that we paid for the party but, we were wrong. We were even wishing to extend party hours but then, no more extension the party was really over so we went home with smiles in our faces. How I wish there will a be next time......

Back To School

Its been almost 4 years of staying home doing nothing, but, eating, watching tv, listening to radio (m.o.r.)chatting with friends, night outing, etc.......Those were my daily routines while being an out of school one. Now I've come to the realization that I'm finally done with these things. These things messed up my time. I should have gone to school (regretingly)instead of wasting my time doing these things. Now, my mind says only one thing and that's schooling. I miss carring my bag with school stuffs inside, writing notes every lesson we take, answering to teachers questions, going out with classmates, having petty arguments with them, being scolded by professors etc. I would say that if I just continue schooling way back, I should have been graduate this year.Its very sad to think that I was anticipated with my batch.Sometimes I tend to sit in one nook and mesmerize my past as a student. I used to be a very agressive student back then. I always join to different organization though I'm kinda irresponsible but, I dont know I just love competition.Today, my brain is finally stable.Studying will probably my priority this. I will try to refresh my self to retrieve the old me I used to be. 'Coz I was stolen by my addiction. I remember a person told me that education could'nt make you rich, when you're done to it you'll absolutely undergoing employment, and being an employee is like being a servant, a slave that's just being commanded by your superior and this stuff is like a mess that's what he said, I just forgot his name. But I'll prove him wrong. 'Coz he is definitely wrong. Education is the key to success. Certainly it is. Why? For me because people that we call somebody of today were once nobody of yesterday and by education, itself , success is now in them.They became successful on their own crafts with the knowledge they got when they were just studying.
So what more can i say?I am now in Computer Sense College of Communication Technology, taking up Computer Technician for Two years.I promise to myself that I'll be doing the best I could possibly do.The old Tikoy is finally back and aiming to get the GOLD.

God You' re Real

I was once longing for the companionship,the great friendship I used to have with the person I treated as bestfriend.....time is running, the serenity of sorroudings reigned....I did nothing but feigning that I was ok....but the truth was that I wanted to talk to him,apologize for the unnecessary words I've uttered.I admit I was wrong.I've waken up into realization that though I have many friends around me,no one can compensate what is so called "bestfriend".Guiltness swallowed my totallity still wanting nothing but recognition that Im his bestfriend,begging for foregiveness 'coz I know I was absolutely wrong, and reconciliation, to put things into where it used to be........I asked the lord...."should i hobnob unto others and have best friendship with them?but as I asked the lord God w/regrdz to that , tears suddenly fell from my eyes, for I know thats not gonna be happening....i hope not......and so I said Im giving the last deal to you my lord.....and thank God! after 7 months of waiting a miracle happened.now we talk oftenly,and do the same things we used to do when a cleansheet of paper wasn't soiled yet......thank you.......God You' re Real